When the Sh*t Hits the fan

chaos feels like it’s all around me. Echoed in my actions. Everything is just happening and there isn’t a pause. Overwhelmed and frustrated. A continuous synopsis of events that have coiled and the immediate thought is “run away”. Run from the responsibility that doesn’t feel linked to my personality. But this is what growth is, right? Dealing with people and situations that arise in a diplomatic manner? Or at least that’s what I’ve been told.

There’s always a light at the end of a dark tunnel. This I’m sure. I just need a little bit of light while steadying my way through. The outlets for what is happening around me aren’t those that build me up. THey’re keeping me stagnant and it’s not the upward movement that I need. But hey, that’s just the plateau I'm currently on. The mountain is coming and I need to be ready to climb.